ok ok...here is a long awaited post....life has been extremely busy for me with still working unconsistant hours. But also working till midnight one night and then working at 4am two days in a row. Tonight and tomorrow night I work till midnight again. My body is soo messed up. I could not stay awake last night at all. You were lucky if you reveiced like 5 mins of my attention.
Well with school. Yeah. I have not even looked at anything dealing with school because of not sleeping. I do have two tests this thursday that I need to study for. Yeah. I need to study but I wont be able to really study until between classes tuesday. Man, I also need to wrok on a book review and start my papers that I have been wanting to start but have not been able to start. Totally stinks. I am going to try this weekend. One of them is due the week of thanksgiving. I have to register for classes soon. I might have an easier busier schedule next semester. If everything goes well, I should have a class at 9 on MWF and two classes at 6:30-9:30 again. I know I will have one weds but I dont really remember when the other one is. It was late at night I was looking at. I have to register at 8am nov 1.
Ok. I went back to texas last weekend. It was different being back. What had been my home for 3 years no longer is home even though I left it in May. It felt stranged to be on campus again. I felt older and out of place. Even though I am not old. I dont know how to explain it. I have been trying to think about how to explain what I felt, but its soo hard to. Anyways, I enjoyed seeing all my friends again. And enjoyed the girl night that I was able to have. Oh that was soo much fun. I was also allowed to have a really good and honest conversation with a friend. I was blessed by him and blessed with the time that I was able to have with my friends.
Sometimes, I wonder if people can see that I am different through the way I act and through the way I talk. I like people to know there is a difference in who I am. I want my actions to speak loud. I want people to know the Love of Christ through me and through the way I act. I remember a song that I used to sing as a kid, "They will know we are Christians through our love." I want people to know that I am a Christian through God's Love in my life. I remember other songs that I sung as a kid. Like "Cant get to heaven on rollerblades" "Rise and Shine" All the Psalty Songs. I think we need to be reminded of those songs. These songs arent just for kids but for everyone.
Well with school. Yeah. I have not even looked at anything dealing with school because of not sleeping. I do have two tests this thursday that I need to study for. Yeah. I need to study but I wont be able to really study until between classes tuesday. Man, I also need to wrok on a book review and start my papers that I have been wanting to start but have not been able to start. Totally stinks. I am going to try this weekend. One of them is due the week of thanksgiving. I have to register for classes soon. I might have an easier busier schedule next semester. If everything goes well, I should have a class at 9 on MWF and two classes at 6:30-9:30 again. I know I will have one weds but I dont really remember when the other one is. It was late at night I was looking at. I have to register at 8am nov 1.
Ok. I went back to texas last weekend. It was different being back. What had been my home for 3 years no longer is home even though I left it in May. It felt stranged to be on campus again. I felt older and out of place. Even though I am not old. I dont know how to explain it. I have been trying to think about how to explain what I felt, but its soo hard to. Anyways, I enjoyed seeing all my friends again. And enjoyed the girl night that I was able to have. Oh that was soo much fun. I was also allowed to have a really good and honest conversation with a friend. I was blessed by him and blessed with the time that I was able to have with my friends.
Sometimes, I wonder if people can see that I am different through the way I act and through the way I talk. I like people to know there is a difference in who I am. I want my actions to speak loud. I want people to know the Love of Christ through me and through the way I act. I remember a song that I used to sing as a kid, "They will know we are Christians through our love." I want people to know that I am a Christian through God's Love in my life. I remember other songs that I sung as a kid. Like "Cant get to heaven on rollerblades" "Rise and Shine" All the Psalty Songs. I think we need to be reminded of those songs. These songs arent just for kids but for everyone.
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